Sunday, April 01, 2007

Worthy



The name Valerie, of Teutonic origin, means worthy. She is the joy of her father and the happiness of her mother (Proverbs 23:25). Val was named after the sister of Ken Scott, a college friend from Vermillion-on-the Lake, Ohio.

One of my fondest memories occurred when we were living on Revely Avenue in Lakewood, Ohio (where I was born). Val was two and was an escape artist extraordinaire! To keep her in her crib at night, I took the door off the bedroom and put it on top of the crib. When that didn't work, I put the toybox on top of the door.

One morning at 5 am, the doorbell rang. It was the milkman (for those of you who are confused, this was a man in a white suit and white truck who left quarts of milk in glass bottles with paper stoppers in a wire tray on your front door). He had the little Houdini in tow. She had escaped and made it halfway down the street.

Val slept well through the night. I have a monitor next to my bed and spent much time listening and watching a red LED that blinked every time she breathed. Her vitals are strong. She continues to defy the odds, but the Holy Spirit tells me that she is a resident of Beaulah Land and unless God Most High intervenes, she will soon cross the river to Heaven's bright shore.

Julie is driving down from San Luis Obispo tonight. Char is due in on Wednesday. Jeff and family go back to Alabama on Tuesday. Jeff has to report to the Korean Peninsula in June as an F16 Squadron Commander.

Continue to pray that God will blow us all away and heal Val. Pray specifically that her swollen feet and lower legs improve, and that liver function returns. She is alert and pain free.

High King of heaven, my victory won,

May I reach heaven’s shore, O bright heaven’s Sun!

Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,

Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.

Godspeed

PS:

San Diego Hospice set us up with a great bed on the 1st floor in the living room. Every morning a little bird comes to the window by Vals head and taps on the glass as if he was calling her to fly away with him.

Suzanne, our nurse checked Val this morning. Her feet are warmer and less purple than yesterday. a good sign that circulation is improved. Her lungs are clear. She is eating and drinking. Last Wednesday when she was intubated at Cedars, she couldn't write, only scribble. Today she is writing clearly.

Trevor Hoffman, the Padre's "Hells Bells" save pitcher, heard about Val's disease and offered his six seat personal box behind home base.

20 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

We prayed for Val in Sunday School today. You are all so dear to us. All my love and prayers

Michelle Bailey

8:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

we are praying for peace for Val!

9:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

May God bless you with another glorious day with your family. I pray you find peace and comfort.

9:07 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Val,

I feel so blessed to have been able to spend special time with you this week. You were present in mind and spirit. It was a time that I will always remember and treasure. You have been a wonderful friend to me in so many ways. I have very fond memories of you that I will always cherish.

I miss you already Val,

May this time spent with your family be joyous to you.

I pray for peace and comfort for you now.

I love you Val!

Marianne

9:16 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Love and Prayer to you Val...

9:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"You Will Never Be Alone"
By Donna Webster



You will never be alone
For I am always here
To comfort you and watch over you
I will take away your fear
You will never be alone
I'll be standing by your side
To pick you up when you fall down
There is no need to run and hide
You will never be alone
I'll be the light you see when darkness falls
I'll whisper so softly in your ear
All you have to do is call
You will never be alone
I'll hold your hand against my heart
We'll walk this road together
No matter where it may end or start
For I am your guardian angel
Sent from heaven above
I'll protect you with my heart and soul
And wrap you in my wings of love

9:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Valerie - We hope you are resting peacefully and enjoying this time with your family.

You are a true inspiration of life.

All our best,
Lara & Patrrick

9:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

If you should ask me why I dwell among green mountains,
I should laugh silently; my soul is serene.
The peach blossom follows the moving water;
There is another heaven and earth beyond the world of men

10:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

A Prayer in Spring
by Robert Frost

Oh, give us the pleasure in the flowers today;
And give us not to think so far away
As the uncertain harvest; keep us here
All simply in the springing of the year.

Oh, give us pleasure in the orchard white,
Like nothing else by day, like ghosts by night;
And make us happy in the happy bees,
The swarm dilating round the perfect trees.

And make us happy in the darting bird
That suddenly above the bees is heard,
The meteor that thrusts in with needle bill,
And off a blossom in mid air stands still.

For this is love and nothing else is love,
The which it is reserved for God above
To sanctify to what far ends He will,
But which it only needs that we fulfill.

11:44 AM  
Blogger erika said...

So many prayers surround you. God always hears the prayers of His people. Your faith is being put to the ultimate test, yet He has already walked this road before us. May God be your refuge.

2:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of the Storm there's a golden sky
And the sweet, silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind, walk on through the rain,
Though your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone.
You'll never walk alone.

3:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear McCrea Family,
Thank you so much for your faithful updates. I loved reading about you, Val, as a two-year-old escape artist. That same spirit of adventure and conquest is evident in you today. (Not to mention in your boys.) I along with countless throngs of others will continue to pray that God will intervene and heal you completely!
With love and continued prayers,
Ginny

3:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Val-

I am praying for you my friend. You look so beautiful in the photos and I remember the fun we had years ago. It looks like you are having a ball as a parent, I am so proud of you. Your children are adorable in the photos. I miss you and hope to see you when I am in San Diego again soon.

I am always thinking of you even though I haven't seen you in awhile. We shared many special memories...I will never forget.

With love,

Amy V.

6:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so proud of you Val as you continue to fight. As I have said so many times you're unbelivable. A godly woman who loves the Lord and continues to do everything you possibly can to beat this. It gives me peace knowing you're now resting at home with your loved ones and enjoying your family.

I appreciate you all allowing me to spend time with you these past
few days. I love Valerie so much and would do anything for her and all of you. She is an angel in my eyes.

Love,
Deanna

7:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you Chris and the Sloan
family for allowing us come and visit Valerie. Valerie, you have a
great night, it was great to see you today. See you soon. Love Ya ~
Kevin and April Sayers

8:09 PM  
Blogger Osil said...

Sweet Val;

You have blessed my life so much... Knowing you has truly changed who I am, and more importantly it has brought me so much closer to the Lord. You are my hero! (Even though you dont want to be.) The only thing I regret is not meeting you years ago! You are so special to me. Thank you Chris and Paul for letting me spend time with Val on Friday. It was so peaceful at your house. Chris, you are truly honoring your vows, it is so precious to see, through sickness and health, your love for Val is amazing. Paul, your tender love for your sister is so sweet, you are such a peaceful strong force for the family. Nancy, Richard and Julie, we should all have family like you... you are an amzing example to us all... I love you guys! Marianne, I feel like I've known you forever, I love you, girlfriend... Dawn, I'm here for you...

Val, I will always be here for you and your family, and should the Lord decide to take you home soon, then I can't wait to see you again in heaven... you were sleeping so soundly when I kissed you goodbye on Friday, and told you I love you. I know you know that though, and I am so thankful for that!

Thank you my special friend for allowing me on this journey with you... I love you more than words can say... You are my "little angel friend!"

Chris, we are all here for you and the boys, I'll come watch power rangers or play choochoo with Tyler anytime!

My thoughts and prayers are with you constantly...

Have a good night, Val!
Love4ever,
Osil

8:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Val and family,
This morning I got up early to go into Carlsbad and run in the Carlsbad 5000. I got there in plenty of time and headed over to the starting line. As I was standing in the pack of thousands of runners I could feel the energy and excitement of the crowd. People were talking and stretching. Some were planning their race strategy while others were taking pictures. I was feeling strangly alone yet surrounded by noise and thousands of wonderful people.

A 17 year old boy began to sing the national anthem and the crowd became instantly silent. As I listened to the words of the song thoughts of Val came into my head. I smiled as I remembered the precious few times that you and I ran together before Tyler was born. I loved watching you run. You ran effortlessly. I loved watching you stride, like running was the most natural thing in the world. I had to push hard just to keep pace with you. I knew that when we ran together I was going to get a good workout.

As the song came to an end I felt your spirit with me this morning. I know that your body will no longer allow you to run but feeling your spirit with me today helped me to appreciate everything more. I enjoyed the feeling of the air in my lungs. I enjoyed the salt on my skin, the beautiful view of the ocean, the support of my friends and family and the memories of running with you.

After running for 2.5 miles I could feel the strain of the race start to set in. I was tired and feeling winded. My mind started thinking of you. I could see you jogging up the trail from the lake effortlessly. I pushed on. I felt your spirit with me, pushing me to get to the finish line. The last 1/2 mile of the race was a blur. Before I knew it I was at the finish line.

I did not set any records today. I did not get any awards-even in the over 40 age group. I finished somewhere in the middle of the pack, but I had the best race of my life today. I appreciated the race, the fans, the glorious morning and I appreciate the impact that you have had in my life.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Sherry Sommers
Your neighbor across the street

10:06 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello McCrea and Sloan family,
I do not know if this would be an option at this point but if you have not already checked it out please do. http://www.lesbreitmanmd.com/ It is for the alternative Cancer Treatment Center of Southern Ca. I have known of people who were healed from this treatment. May God the Father be with you all. The prayers come strong and daily from the first time I read this blog over 1 year ago. I feel as thought you all have brightened my life and up lifted me to the Lords house. You are amazing people and dearest Valerie your spirit is beautiful. Rest and heal my sister in Christ. Someday we shall meet. Blessings to you all.

11:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear families..we love you all. We will continue to pray every few hours. We love you Val very much!

Nancy and Richard especial HI to you both. We are praying for
everyone. Maggie dog sends her love. She does a ballerina circle now.

Gary says to thank Richard for visiting him in the hospital with all you are going through.
Nancy I love you take care.Maggie is fine here. We love you all
You are a great christian family...
We continue to pray
love Gary and Kay Dale and maggie too!

11:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I love you Valerie. Thank you for being my friend and always bringing a smile to my face.

Chuck

8:32 PM  

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